| when life gives you lemons..screw life. nobody likes lemons. |
[nov 24th, 2009 ,12:59pm] |
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a's may be almost over but life isn't. you still have to deal with the same old shit everyday. shit that makes you angry shit that makes you sad shit that give you sleepless nights terrifying dreams shit that makes you feel so messed up. .......i feel like exploding.
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[nov 9th, 2009 ,8:09pm] |
hehehe whats up everybody i dont feel nervous for math at all. in fact for the past few days ive been enjoying myself (but also did light studying). i went to macs at 130 to catch the arsenal game at first i felt very scared because it was so dark and no one was around but after awhile i kinda liked the feeling of being all alone and everything around you stops i felt very pleased. the night is when cats roam the streets and there was this cat which saw me and cuddled up to me so i felt very loved too i spent a couple of minutes talking to it. its pretty awesome when you're all alone at night you should try looking up into the sky and see the moon and the few random stars shining so bright and because you're the only one gazing up the sky you feel like they're shining for you. its really pretty and its a shame everyone is sleeping at that time to recharge themselves for their hectic lifestyle in the morning. sometimes we should all slow down and appreciate the beauty around us.
anyway the next day (sunday) i decided to run to the stadium and run a few laps because i was getting unfit. haha yea and i was because i felt like dying after 3km but it was good exercise and i did like sit ups to prevent fattytummy. i didnt do sit ups to get rid of them, i dont have any. yeah when walking back i really wanted to play soccer with some army boys at the street soccer court but their touches were so heavy and they look clumsy i didnt want to get myself injured. so i went home, did gp..slept....random stuff. then i caught chelsea v manutd. it was really a good game of football both teams deserved to win but..that cant happen.
ohwell math tmr. im pretty confident about it because i did alot of practice and cleared alot of stuff that i once didnt know. all i have to do is focus and be conscientious in my work because careless mistakes are my ultimate downfall.
so here are some tips for myself that might work for you too:
1. check the signs (bracket)(everything)(so)(i)(wont)(leave)(out)(any)(signs)
2. write larger and legibly ( 2 is not Z ) (x is not times)
3. dont squeeze a complicated fraction into one line
4. punch calculator even at the simplest multiplications (6 times 6 is not 24)
5. do not skip steps
6. check check check check check til the very last minute.
7. look for the -end of paper- before concluding its the end of the paper (TOR)
8. answers are not at the back of the paper like final lap or tys. one chance to get it right!
oh welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
1. bring entryproof
2. bring jacket in case i freeze to death in the hall
3. bring both calculators
4. wear specs to bring out the nerd in me
okay im done have fun everybody!
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| natural disasters when she cry |
[oct 30th, 2009 ,11:35pm] |
1. shall blog in point form! i havent done so in quite long
2. i think the countdown to a levels in days is in single digits already. it seems so fast! im quite excited and worried at the same time.
3. excited cos ive been showing alot of improvement in math and chem i got B for mock math and A for mock chem! yay! but they were relatively easy la so...
4. worried cos i scared i dunno how to write gp econs properly
5. worried cos i failed physics mock damn badly but everyone failed badly anyway. i tried the a level 2008 paper i got like a for mcq c for p2 and i totally died for paper 3.
6. talked to tor he said its good enough just keep on working even a B at a levels can become an A cos there are alot other people more stupid than me in other jcs. i found that quite hard to believe because..i dont think thats possible HAHA. but i'd like to think there are more idiots out there who are clueless about physics.
7. artemis j1s (no soccer team players) won soccer for fos which goes to show the quality of our j1 soccer juniors. however they do have a strong determination as defender johnj (whatever his dumb name is) pointed at me, looked straight into my eyes and said, 'i'll win it for you next year'. i felt sad and disturbed.
8. going to reading room tmr i hope on a saturday hardly any one is there. though i need someone smart at physics there to help me.
9. with my insane observation i realised the girl who got kissed in the reading room the other day...is totally two timing another guy. the other guy was like stroking her hair with tender the other day. naughty girl.
10. im going to watch one episode of the mentalist soon im just waiting for it to load my comp is so slowwww
11. i want fm10 it sounds so exciting i want to manage manutd and arsenal and breed youngsters its my favourite job of all time. but one day on fm equals to one day in real life on my comp. maybe thats why they call it the most realistic soccer manager simulation.
12. i want to be a relief teacher in my pri sch cos im enlisting in april 26 that is such a long time i need money to support my family. i like little kids and i know that reptiles lay eggs and mammals give birth. i also like to fill in retarded words into close passages.
13. facebook stalking is fun i have alot of stalking accounts now. its fun to check out people from long ago like your pri sch and see how they are now. apparently this super quiet guy in my pri sch class has a life now yay for him. but i hope i can bellcurve him again, just like old times in psle.
14. second last point! well i just want to wish everyone the best for a levels! BECAUSE YOU'D NEED IT I"LL BELLCURVE EVERYONE AND WIN GOLD MEDALS FOR BEING TOP10 IN NATION FOR EVERY SUBJECT!!!!!!
15. i was kidding :) lets work hard everyone! :)
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| the tale of two nights |
[oct 24th, 2009 ,1:10am] |
unlike everyone else i found grad night really really boring and lame. i felt no affection towards my class or artemis or the school. i felt very uncomfortable around people that night. it was the most unmemorable and meaningless nights ever.
however, tonight was so much better. i was v happy!
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| birds of the same feather flock together, or not. |
[oct 17th, 2009 ,12:17pm] |
i saw a couple kissing in the reading room yesterday. but no one ever believes me!
anyway i finished the final lap^^ but im still going for victory laps when math draws nearer so yeah. but now i can totally concentrate on physics which im really really lousy at. im most worried for physics also :( whenever i see my physics tutor now i'll keep running away from him cos im damn scared he'll scold me haha. he wanted me to get a B for physics but i got far from that. im the only one in my class who has consult with him and im the lowest in my class haha. no wonder everyone in my class goes to other physics tutors for consults. that other time he was quite pissed off cos he found out my classmates were having consults with other tutors instead so i had to be loyal and let him consult me but now i keep running away from him i think he must feel so hurt now haha he has no one to consult :( i do need help with my physics but i know tor is always here :D
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| have heart my dear we're bound to be afraid |
[oct 9th, 2009 ,11:58am] |
so many things bothering me now, i feel so horrible inside. there's like, nothing to be happy about.
mr tan invited me to play for the staff team against the j1s today at 4. i really wanted to play because i havent exercised since pvp but waiting til 4 alone in school really sucks. school is a horrible for studying too. plus it irritates me that the j1s just finished their promos.
i fear that im incapable of doing well. my grades are ESSUU despite my best efforts. i studied very very very hard for math chem and still got U and E respectively. well i improved in all my subjects overall because this time the Us were respectable Us. but that doesnt thrill me. i remember a few months ago i didnt care much about my results but at this point of time results are like everything and it affects me very much that i got such horrid grades. also i always tell myself i dont want to compare grades with other people i have to compare them with my previous grades. but when the statistics show the cohort average being much better than what i got, and my closest friends are all overachievers, its hard not to feel inferior and that demotivates and crushes me.
over the week i probably said 'failing (subject) does not equate to failing life' but i realised nobody told me how to 'pass' life either. and the fact that i always say i just want to be happy doing what i like when i grow up is probably just an excuse for knowing im never going to do well academically.
and some other things are just.........confusing and hurtful.
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| an awesome poet |
[sep 26th, 2009 ,12:46am] |
i thought chem was okay and manageable but everytime i come out of the exam hall i seem to lose more marks as people speak? and i went out with the guys to watch the ugly truth and on the ride there all my marks started to disappear i should totally stop hanging out with them. the ugly truth was quite crude and funny but it wasnt very funny when they used some horror flick to tell me to switch off my phone like damn i would have done the same even if it was highschoolmusical singing a song to tell me to do so. today was quite cool because chem actually didnt end after the exam we did a few more questions and got some money too. really awesome.
i went home and i slept for damn long i dreamt of more chem i didnt like that very much. then i started my mentalist marathon(alliteration) im on my 10th episode today now everything loads fast on sina. im thinking whether i should start on another one because im totally drained. but i got my next awesome userpic after why so serious. i realised both userpics have red smiles. insane observation bx.
anyway it would be an awesome weekend and a week ahead because its going to be just mcq for chem and physics i mean...the answer is just there right. you dont really have to study for it. but tor said something surprisingly useful and nonobscene today. he said if the physics mcq are tough, the likely option is B or D because for level3 questions in the revision packages, answers are always B or D. well thats really awesome. i guess most of my answers will be B or D then. orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i could use my insane psychic mental abilities to deduce the answer. but theres no such thing as psychics, i just pay attention!!!!!!!
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| you're up to no good but damn you look good |
[sep 20th, 2009 ,11:28am] |
maf last year was weird and saddening but this year it was really fun and happy.
we got in 3rd for pvps, could have done better cos i screwed up my penalty haha sorry! but my highlight was the 3rd game against chicken's team. haha it was quite fun to knock them out! ruiyi was being such a jerk i wanted to fight him so badly but im a non violence person, so i took it out on the court instead. he kept pushing me and taunting me but i got the last laugh instead! hahahaha! take that bitch! let football do the talking yo!
actually im still wondering what my 3rd prize is haha. and last night was really wonderful so..happy saturday:)
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| 0% of life |
[sep 15th, 2009 ,5:19pm] |
yesterday night i was doing math in my room then i thought to myself, this isnt how i should be doing math! i should be working under exam conditions! yeah so i turned on the air con haha.
anyway math was very frustrating last night because i planned to do a few questions for every topic but turns out i forgot how to do alot of stuff so i was feeling very sad and didn't get alot done. it was frustrating today also cause i really wanted to do well but i know i won't. stupid mr and mrs lee kept putting money into their bank account which really confused me. btw they have this really rich daughter, damn, if i was that rich i would have afforded something more than a heart shaped flower bed which area can be easily found. damn.
but mr radioactive spider didn't cause me too much problems! yay!
time is really running short! i havent touched physics for more than 3 weeks i think i forgot alot of stuff too. i wish i could be more productive. maybe i could be as productive as gino who studies at a noisy mcdonalds watching arsenal mancity turning on his laptop every hour to sound the horn and the occasional facebook stalking. okay maybe not :)
but first i need my nap.
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